I can safely say that last week was a whole new array of pain. My neck gave out on me and although my doctor had told me that it was coming, I kind of felt like a sitting duck. I was expecting my neck to blow up, but there was nothing I could really do to prevent it. Why? Well, my neck is the reason I am getting breast reduction surgery during the summer. Even though I have herniated disks in my back and neck, I had never really felt this much pain from it. I found out I had the herniated disks on an MRI for a different cause. So this past week was my first taste of it. I was highly medicated and my hands were numb for 3 days. I changed my entire routine. I didn’t really move my neck at all and I changed my sleep position (which kind of prevented me from getting a good night sleep). I stopped working out and my days consisted of painfully strolling to class and laying down for the rest of the day.
So what should I do now?
For the first time in a long time, I am being proactive about this. I’m getting REAL help. I’m starting physical therapy treatment hopefully next week and it will help straighten my neck muscles until I get surgery in the summer.
The fact that this had an effect in every aspect of my life made me realize that I can do something to get my body in better physical health, so that everyday tasks don’t seem so hard.
As for dancing, I am able to dance this week because apart from scheduling physical therapy, I have been getting back massages and alternating heat and cold packs. I was also taking painkillers, which I am no longer taking. They switched me to muscle relaxant pills that help loosen up tense muscles.
I’m very glad that the horrible pain is over, now I need to keep it that way!
I am so sorry that you are dealing with this kind of debilitating pain, but also happy to hear that you are being proactive about how you deal with it and exploring all the possibilities. I don't want to be glib about it but sometimes having to face these kinds of challenges provides opportunities for genuine growth and change in the way that we approach health and wellness. I know you are a fan of the treatment model, but perhaps there is a way to bring the some wellness model thinking to your general approach.
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